The next gup test is rapidly approaching. I'm thinking I'll probably remain a 4th gup once it's all said and done with. Not only can I not properly execute my new form and self defense techniques, but I also can no longer remember or perform any of the old material. My brain has reached capacity or sprung a leak. Whatever the case, my gray matter is not functioning in the karate world. Come February, I fear I won't be "Righty" anymore, I'll be "Held-Backy."