Testing time again. Trying to get from 3rd gup to 2nd gup. Despite my better judgement, I'm going ahead and ponying up the fifty bucks so I can test on schedule. Today I am preparing myself emotionally for the battering I'm sure will take place tomorrow. My form stinks. I can remember only half of my self-defense techniques. Terminology--what's that. My only hope is that I'm not individually singled out for shaming. I think I can handle a little red-belt group shame, I just don't want to be the only one put on the short bus.